Monday, April 14, 2008
i just did an OB practice paper and it took me 1.5 hours to write stuff out in
point form.
i now see why people cannot finish the paper.
because if i hadn't written in point form i'd have taken 5 hours. no joke.
so after the mentally sapping paper, i decided to take a power nap.
unfortunately i was haunted by 2 thoughts.
1. what i dreamt of last night.
so far i only told qy and mf what i dreamt of and they both understand what i feel, which is good i guess.
what's not good is that i don't understand myself.
how can it be that it happened so long ago and i still can't get over it?
much as i regretted making the wrong choice back then, HOW is it possible that its been more than a year and i'm back at square 1?!
oh the fickleness of women.
2. MUFFS IS MOVING AWAY! to thomson for i-don't-know-how-long, and then to bukit gombak.
which means:
1. no more movie marathons/sleepovers where both of us get tired so early that it can't be considered a marathon.
2. no more walking back from her house/her walking back from my house early in the morning carrying my brownie dog/she carrying her huge ass blanket and obiang hockey socks. cos its gonna be at least a bus ride away.
3. no more nightly jogs! actually there still will be. but i'll be running around revenue house all by myself. how sad is that? :( and i don't enjoy running with my dad cos he's ultra fit now and i've to work damn hard to keep up with his pace.
4. no more me calling muffs when she's 10 mins late and saying "MUFFS HURRY UP!" and expecting to see her at my housegate in 10 minutes.
5. no more study trips to starbucks at united square cos its gonna be inconvenient for her to travel here just to mug with me. knowing how lazy my muffins is!
even though i know the 10 years of friendship won't change just cos of our physical distance, it just feels different. booo.
:( :( :( :(
and i'm wasting my time thinking about all these things when my exams start in 2 days.
wow. and you wonder why i complain that i can't finish my studying in time.
if only i could have one more chance with -----
Posted by [dreams]* at 4:07 PM