Thursday, May 17, 2007
okay really really emo now.
all is not well with love work and studies..
lets start with work.
i finish at the end of this month which is next friday.
was quite okay about it at first until today my aunt got the new teacher to come in and so from now till friday, i'll be helping another class instead.
today wasn't that bad coz at least keith wasn't around and i hope he doesn't come back anytime soon coz it really hurt seeing my lovely precious kids (even though i don't love them as much as keith) and yet not being able to touch/hold their hands and the stuff i usually do.
was so damn emo this morning i nearly cried.
but cant la if not the kids will think i'm mad plus my aunt will think i'm a big baby and its a mistake hiring me in the first place.
now that i've formed too many emotional bonds its gonna be hard to break them.
:( sigh.
on the bright side, the teacher i'm working with now is really funny (the kids dont understand her jokes though, its for me to hear HAHA) and she takes very good care of me ie making sure i'm not bored, letting me do abit of teaching.
i was on my toes the whole day.
plus she teaches the nursery class which is very interactive.
and their chinese lessons... i have never seen the chinese teacher behave in sucha hilarious way before.
to teach them bi3 hua4, she uses her arms and legs to make the shape of the bihua and i just burst out laughing when i saw it.
there was this girl who was quite annoying though she kept trying to scratch off the nail art on my toes even though i repeatedly told her not to.
and they enjoy crawling around like crocodiles which is quite freaky...
only managed to sneak a few looks here and there at my class, sigh i know this is whats best for them, so they can get used to the new teacher.
but still! feel like murdering the new teacher so i can have my spot back!
HAHAHA :)
theres so many things i'll miss abt my job, apart from the low pay but maybe its good since i learnt to control my spending :D
waking up early in the morning, pressing the snooze button like 97324034 times trying to procrastinate, wondering whether to call in sick but going to work anyway.
toapayoh bus interchange, a super heartland aka old people hang out place where those retirees actually QUEUE for free newspapers... wonder if you'll ever catch anyone at novena doing it.
yes everymorning there's this queue of abt 100 people waiting for the newspaper boy to come.
hahaha.
reaching serangoon gardens and deciding whether i should get a donut/minchangkueh/currypuff/random stuff that i eat from this coffeeshop.
walking up that super long road... from 10 mins i think i cut down to about 6 mins :) yay yay.
working has improved my fitness.
reaching the kindergarten and thinking what a happy place it is, every single inch of it.
i'll miss the morning assemblies where the kids greet all the teachers one by one!
just love seeing the smiles on their faces esp of the k1 girls when they say "good morning teacher ann!" :D
love singing the songs except prob hallelujah which requires major exercise.. early in the morning somemore. but i hate it when its my turn to lead assembly.. stage fright. hahaha
anyway thats prob the only good thing abt leaving, not having to lead assembly.
how my class will go to the learning centre and fight over who gets to play in the dramatic centre, which is prob the funnest corner for them but the most boring for me.
the dramatic centre changes depending on the letter they're learning, like for letter 'c' they had a cooking place, for letter 'd' they had a doctors office, for letter 'b' they had a bakery and letter 'l' they had a laundrette which was prob the coolest.
hoho. anyway the dramatic centre is a great place for the boys to nurture their motherly instincts, they actually cook and carry the babies and all that.
esp my keithie baby! :D :D :D i just know hes gonna be such a brilliant husband in future!
okay this post is making me even more emo than i was when i started writing it.
so i shall continue, prob when i retire. haha (:
as for uni, ive been accepted into every school that i applied for, all first choice, which kinda annoys me actually.
if just one school had given me my first choice it would have been so easy to decide.
and somemore ive not been getting my first choice all along (after psle... o's...) ive gotten used to settling for 2nd best.
rawr really tough decision to make the battle is really between ntu and smu though.
boo ong i hope your appeal gets through i wouldn't want to stay in the ntu hostel with an unknown person :(:(
in need of a major shopping spreee!!
Posted by [dreams]* at 3:59 PM