Tuesday, May 16, 2006
so much to blog abt today!
went out with baby at noon to have lunch and study.
and i managed to do... 3 math questions!!!
wow :)
after that we went to check out bits and pieces piercing and guess what??
I PIERCED MY EARS TODAY!!!!!!!
for the first and probably the last time in my whole freaking life i pierced them!!
i overcame the stupid psychological barrier that my mom put in front of me!!!
damn painful... infection... sensitive ears... later the ear hole close... blahblah.
ooh i feel so brave now! :D
and baby wasn't even there to hold my hand!
cos i made him go to the toilet to wait.
anyway it was a life changing experience..
the woman was like "eh you look quite scared"
me (nervously): COS I AM?!
and i jumped when she was marking on my ears!!!
HAHAHA. if i were here i would have laughed my head off and gotten another person to do it.
but she was nice enough to say um so where's ur boyfriend?
at that moment i felt like calling baby to come back.
but nope i'm a brave girl i'd do it myself!! and i don't want him to see me moaning :P
so piang piang went the bullets and there was this hot rush of pain... but other than that i'm fine and happy with my new ears :D
i got a new top too!
oh! when we were studying at macs, the manager came up to us and told me: "he's got lovely eyes hasn't he?" referring to my baby of course :)
yup i agree with her cos i've got a pretty baby!!
heheh :) anyway i predict that the woman had some affair with my baby's dad and then they had him but cos it was shot gun so they decided to separate and leave my baby with his um... current mom.
that explains alot.
went to fareast to shop after that and baby bot me a necklace!!!
i likeee!! and i looked everywhere but i couldn't find my bag :(
sighs.
came home after that.
i've been thinking abt something the whole day and its made me pissed that i just have to blog abt it!
imagine you're a mom, and you have two sons.
you're nice to son a but terribly mean to son b.
you don't really give a shit abt son b even though he does well in everything he does and is possibly the best son you can find.
he does everything you want him to do and in that way, son a can't really compare.
but still you treat him like shit. why?!
and when you need help, who do you look for?
son a?
NO!
you look for son b?
WHY? because he's so afraid of you that he's become your dog.
either that or... you don't really love him.
and as always, son b does his best to help you.
time and time again. doing housework, carrying stuff for you, and doing all the shit that you won't let son a do.
okay this is making me get even angrier... stop here!
Posted by [dreams]* at 7:05 PM