Monday, May 08, 2006
sigh sucky day.
to cheer myself up, i'm gonna blog abt the cruise.
wanted to go gym and swim when i was onboard, but my mom came along and she was like "eh lets go for hi-tea"
so off we went to eat sandwiches and cakes... bleahs.
anyway played bingo with my parents.
my mom's such a gambling freak she bot like damn alot of bingo tickets and some jackpot thing!
but we didn't win anything..
haha.
went to casino after that :)
i won 15 bucks! YAYY.
but after i collected my money, i saw that pple next to me were like winning thousands by the jackpot machines.
wow. caught some damn uncensored show with my dad after that..
and i was so damn sleepy... and the show was so damn uncensored..
donno what to say also!
anyway today's sucky.
i cried to my baby just now... and i feel damn paiseh abt it now
:( sigh. why do things have to be this way?
i'm just a girl trying to find a little love, and when i find it, life becomes so complicated... and worrying... and stressful.
SIGH. SIGH. SIGH.
guilt anger sadness disappointment. :(
2.4 tmr. i'm so gonna die.
Posted by [dreams]* at 8:01 PM