Sunday, April 09, 2006

once upon a time, there lived an angel who had an adobrable babycat. the angel loved the babycat alot, and she was sure that the babycat loved her too. they enjoyed many good times together, and they were always there for each other. or at least, that's what the angel thought. the angel knew that the cat hated his life alot, so she tried to protect him as much as she could, for she knew that she could only be happy if the cat was happy. day after day, she listened to the cat's problems, trying very hard to help as much as she could. the angel had never done this for anyone before the cat, so she knew she really loved the cat alot. in fact, the cat was such a big part of her life that his moods affected hers. whenecver the cat was unhappy, the angel would try to be by his side, comforting him and giving him warm hugs wheneever he needed it. the angel did this because she knew the cat needed her, and she was trying to pay the cat back for all the love he had shown her. but sometimes, the angel had her own problems too. more often than not, she would tell the cat about her problems, and they would solve them together, if not, the cat would just listen the way the angel liked it. his comforting voice never failed to lift the angel's spirits. the angel thought their relationship was perfect for the cat was kind and provided all the angel could ever ask for.
until she realised one day, that all along, she had been keeping too many secrets from the cat.

it wasn't because she wanted to, but because she couldn't bring herself to load all her problems onto the cat. those problems soon took a toll on her. she felt very guilty for not telling the cat because they had promised to tell each othe everything. the angel knew that the cat would be there for her no matter what, but she couldn't bring herself to tell the cat some things, because she was afiraid of his reaction, or that she didn't want to spoilt the impression that the cat had of her. somtimes, the cat was dismissive. he didn't want to to force the angel to tell him her problems, so he just said "i'll wait until you're ready to tell me" but the angel would never be ready. she desperately needed probing, and she was aware that the cat wouldn't give it to her. so she would often ask the cat to guess. when the cat couldn't guess, the angel would become frustrated and would dismiss the problem too. and now, the angel is confused...













she really loves the cat, and wants to tell him everything, but she just can't...

Posted by [dreams]* at 4:31 PM

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