Monday, September 12, 2005
i cried so many times today.
during maths lect, during physics lect.
somehow the reality of dating someone whom i can't go far with has struck me.
and the tears can't stop coming.
plus there's the impending doom of promos.
i seriously hope i'm just pmsing..
cos i'm gonna be so affected by my feelings that i won't be able to do any studying.
huss is right. shit happens.
at the shittiest times imaginable.
i'm gonna try to talk to my mom tonight.
i desperately need to get this heavy burden off my heart.
even as i type now, the tears are flowing...
i love him too much to let go, and its unfair to both of us.
i just asked him if he'd ever convert, and he said no.
the issue of religion has become so huge, so overwhelming that its threatening to consume me.
this sucks.
my most depressing day ever...
Posted by [dreams]* at 7:53 PM