Sunday, June 05, 2005
whoohoo! i'm actually updating again!
maybe i'll make it a habit of updating everyday
since my other blog has been in recluse for so long..
anyway i just came home from econs tuition..
nearly died.
it was so freaking cold!!
and i'm already sick, sniffling and sneezing and all.
and the stupid aircon just had to aim at me and jasmine
it was like hello snow city for 2 and a half hours right jas?!?!
recently i feel like i'm always being snapped back to reality.
after a loooong time of living life day to day, not knowing what to expect and all.
i guess my liking h has brought me back to the real world, where in relationships, religion does matter.
and whether the person gives a damn abt you after saying that he likes you can and will affect your mood totally.
okay probably only jasmine knows what i'm talking about.
anyway, yesterday before elgin's concert
i went online.
he was online too.
somehow or other, the conversation went like this
me: i'm going to the concert after all
him: you're not sick anymore?
me: yeah.. but i still don't want to waste the tix what.. after all i have to pay for them..
him: you sick then you still go?
me: (expecting some form of concern from him...hoping...waiting)
him: later other pple get sick.
me: (WAHLAUUUUUUU!!! *freaking pissed off* such an insensitive jerk!!)
i hope he doesn't see this man..
if not he'll stop liking me liaos.
haha
eh pple.. i went to read this person's blog.
she passed away late last year..
and i actually read the blog earlier this year..
but i read it again yesterday
and somehow, life seems to hold greater meaning for me now..
not trying to be dramatic or anything
its my heartfelt thoughts :)
here's the url:
http://dyingis.blogspot.comGO READ KAES!!!
annnnnnnn (:
Posted by [dreams]* at 4:40 PM