Thursday, June 09, 2005
okay this entry is gonna sound pessimistic and depressing
but if you guys know me well
you'll know that i still have alot of hope :)
anyways, he's supposed to msg me!
but then he hasn't :(
and its already 6.
blehx.
wonder if he even thinks of me during the day?
of course he said he does, but i'm beginning to doubt his words...
(jasmine, are you happy now? i'm not a mei yong de nu ren already)
whenever we sms, its like cloud 9 for me :)
all those sweet words i see coming from him
its hard to believe that he's the h i see in school..
doesn't seem that romantic somehow.
anyways he's going to m'sia for about 5 days this wkend..
which is good and bad la i guess..
good that i get a break from him
i don't get all paranoid if he doesn't sms =and bad because i know (and you guys know too) that i'll miss him.
BLEHHHHH i hate feeling this way
yesterday our smses went something like this (super condensed version.. only the parts that matter to me :) )
ahaha i know i'm contradicting myself. what's new?
him: are you going anywhere this hols?
me: ehh nope.. aren't you going back to your m'sia house?
him: yeah.. this wkend.. my parents say i may be gone for up to 5 days.. so i'll miss you alot.. sob (OOOH SO SWEET RIGHTTTTTTT!!!!)
me: oooh so sad.. you can't sms me from m'sia is it? where's your house in m'sia anw?
him: melaka.. its quite far but maybe i can sms you so i won't be that lonely.
(ann squeals (can you already guess by now?) HE'S SO SWEEEEEET)
are you guys getting sick of it already?
ehehehe, kk time to scram before you guys start screaming at me!!
annnn
Posted by [dreams]* at 6:01 PM