Saturday, June 18, 2005
blogging is getting monotonous...
especially since i have nothing to blog about
except a certain special someone
and you all obviously are not interested in reading about him.
but anyway, the gap between us is widening..
i dunno if its the feeling he wants to give me
but i have this nagging suspicion that he's avoiding me
that he feels our relationship isn't worth going for.
or maybe its cos we haven't talked on the phone for a wk, haven't seen each other in about a month
so we can't really connect that well anymore..
ok i'm probably blowing it up alot more than it is..
but being a sensitive party in this fragile relationship, i absolutely have to say what i think.
cos i can't possible tell him that right?
anyways, he just sent me an sms to say goodnight.
sure, its sweet. but it also tells me "sorry i can't talk to you tonight, i'm very tired cos i'm sick"
i bet you all think i'm selfish.
fine i admit i'm selfish.
like jasmine says, i'm a girl who requires 24/7 attention, especially when it comes to close relationships with the opp sex.
probably my girlfriends can provide me with 30/7 of their attention
but you know what?
it just ain't the same.do i sound stupidly in love?
Posted by [dreams]* at 11:57 PM